傾聽我的心聲，我的情感，我的喜悅~！

2.48am now..... Tried but wasn't able to sleep... Hence i took the car, drove around to grab some fresh air, and also to refresh abit on the memories...

 

Drove along MRR2, still fresh in the mind..."nah, all the way straight, then u'll pass by.....then to.....see, simple aint it, the way to my house..." That's how i taught you the direction n lead you to Puchong. "Wei....I want air cond in my room...bla bla bla..." Silly you, start demanding on stuff for your room, but to date there are still much to work on in getting you your comfy room.

 

Start crossing the mind too on how i taught you the alternative way back home, and it took you 3 times to remember it correctly...probably its bcoz u r just too lazy to keep in in your mind, or are you juz depending on me, being your elder bro...

 

I wish that when I open the door, I'd see you sleeping on the couch, that's what you usually do when you come out to KL. I remember that I simply crap out a reason for that, as in rationalizing it by saying that the couch is way more expensive than your bed, and that's why you like to sleep on it rather than your bed. Anyway i still can feel how happy am I seeing you coz I'll start to plan on places to bring you around...We are always so close...me, you, Teng Lye, Pei Li...Only I had kinda ignored you recently, always aint have time for you.

 

Boy, I know i should accept it but i seriously am missing you my brother... I really do hope that you'll be able to tell me how are you now. So much yet to speak to you, so much we plan but yet to do....""""

我看見了這個要好的朋友的博客。。心裏頭很心酸，心痛，淚流滿臉。。。 因為他的弟弟在一場嚴重的意外，喪失了。。。beng,他一直很努力的磨去08年的莓運。。 我知道他發生了很多難過的事情，也很辛苦的走過了所有坎坷的路。。 我告訴他，09年的來臨，莓運不再維繞他。。真沒想到，踏入09年，他弟弟會突然出事。。怎麽突然的事情，我們身邊的朋友也接受不到。。。 我願他能早日走出這個難堪的路。。。 我記得他在我最需要的時候，拉我一把，也很慶幸他一直支持我。。 我願意陪在他身邊為他分擔。。 beng,你要加油~ 我們都很擔心你的~~！！ 願你找囘往日的微笑。。